In honor of National Children’s Mental Health Awareness Day, I have released my new single Sometimes, a song about personal mental health struggles (hearing negative voices/thoughts). If you’re struggling with mental health issues, do not hesitate to reach out for help. There are many forms of therapy out there: free, low-cost, covered by insurance, or paid; different ones work for different people. There are also many resources online such as books, articles, courses, and apps (both paid and free) that you can try out to understand your mental health better.

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🎤 LYRICS:
Sometimes I just wanna die
I know that it isn’t right
But I can’t help it
All the pain I feel inside
Lingers on my troubled mind
I can’t escape it

I try to do my best
The voice inside my head acts depressed
Though I don’t know why
I’m honestly not surprised
I didn’t always used to hear it
I didn’t always used to feel it
Sometimes I feel so numb, I hate it
This suffering is overrated

They say time will heal
But I don’t see a real escape

Sometimes I just wanna die
I know that it isn’t right
But I can’t help it
All the pain I feel inside
Lingers on my troubled mind
I can’t escape it
Don’t you ever say I haven’t tried
‘Cause I’ve been trying my whole life
Days and months and years go by
But all I wanna do is hide

I’m not afraid to cry
It’s just not how I’m feeling
I don’t force any emotion
And the truth is part of healing
Of course I wanna be happy
But if I could feel sad
At least I would feel something
And that wouldn’t be so bad

They say time will heal
When will I feel like I’m myself

Sometimes I don’t wanna die
I just wanna feel alright
‘Cause I can’t help it
All the pain I feel inside
Lingers on my mind and I
Wanna escape it
Don’t you ever say I haven’t tried
‘Cause I’ve been trying my whole life
I’m not gonna say goodbye
Today I choose to be alive